Anonymous
10/17/2025, 6:43:08 PM
No.82830425
>>82829866
I'm not completely scared of them but I am definitely unable to be myself around them, unless I know them really well, like I know my mom and grandma. I don't know why and it makes no sense as I could overpower 99% of them and oftentimes I am of higher status than them. And I become even more scared when I am aware one of them is into me, which has happened several times.
I used to pretty much get red in the face and freeze up around unknown women as a teen. As I got into my 20s, I got that under control and I don't blush anymore. But the idea of flirting with them or having non-professional conversations is alien to me, in that I can't imagine myself pulling it off unless she made an effort to get to know me a bit. A few women have done that but still I could have awkward moments when alone with them, or run out of things to say, knowing that they're not into the same stuff I'm into.
I'm not completely scared of them but I am definitely unable to be myself around them, unless I know them really well, like I know my mom and grandma. I don't know why and it makes no sense as I could overpower 99% of them and oftentimes I am of higher status than them. And I become even more scared when I am aware one of them is into me, which has happened several times.
I used to pretty much get red in the face and freeze up around unknown women as a teen. As I got into my 20s, I got that under control and I don't blush anymore. But the idea of flirting with them or having non-professional conversations is alien to me, in that I can't imagine myself pulling it off unless she made an effort to get to know me a bit. A few women have done that but still I could have awkward moments when alone with them, or run out of things to say, knowing that they're not into the same stuff I'm into.