>>82832722
>yoyoanon (sounded better in my head)
it's fine. if the name yuanon doesn't give it away, i do like stupid, low effort wordplays. ;D

>just woke up and felt like i wanted to die
isn't that just waking up? sorry for the stupid joke, hope it cheered you up a bit. i know these day just too well

>i have to learn to stop punishing myself.
harder than it sounds. we get used to treating ourselves badly.

>i'm also not getting very skilled at the game cus of that.
gotta watch some people explain the mechanics if you don't want to sit down and figure everything out for yourself. both are valid playstyles.

>>82832772
>OT God was actually the Demiurge, whereas Jesus was going to defeat him and prover material existence was a corruption of reality.
you know, when you want to throw in your lot with the bad guy, at least own it. talk about mental gymnastics. interesting story, though. hadn't heard about it before.

>I read a 600 page book on this topic
i guess it's one of those episodes a lot of people would like you to forget happened at all. luckily we have people who get really into this stuff.

>things are just too big and complex for people with mediocre grades a business degree to know what to do
especially when what is tought at universities in that regard is probably wrong. we laugh at the hogwash that has been paraded as truth in higher education through history, because we definitely got it right this time and there's no chance a huge chunk of it is completely made up nonsense with no base in reality that just sounds about right.

>it's easy to be lazy during the good times at big companies.
can't be too mad at people doing this. comfort and convenience just beat everything else.