>be me
>have a job at a hospital, live alone with 2 cats and roommates that i don't talk to
>diagnosed with a host of mental ills
>in a pretty bad depressive episode for about the past 2 weeks
>at work tonight, barely holding it together but thinking i'll be fine for the night, since i'll get a 4 day weekend after
>two semi-regulars come to the store while i'm just chilling waiting for customers
>completely unprompted, they start asking me how i'm feeling, if i'm diabetic, etc. cause they're only familiar with me during my manic episodes
>immediately get anxious at the bombardment of constant questions
>can't answer any of them
>a regular comes to the store, starts talking to them, and closes the store while they call my manager to get me home
>still constant questions, still anxious and starting to panic, cause i just wanted to finish this night and have my weekend
>still unable to say anything in protest, but i guess i'll roll with the situation
>grab my jacket, trying to chill out
>as soon as i step out of the store i start getting asked more questions, at that point i felt an attack coming and sprinted out, kept running until i got to the next block
>leaning against a wall to try to focus on calming down
>get home about 20 minutes later, start realizing what i did
>already struggling with money and now i'll probably lose my job
wat do