I HATE BEING A MENTALCEL. SO MUCH PUSSY FROM BAD BITCHES HAS SLIPPED THROUGH MY HANDS AND ITS ALL MY FAULT OMG.

HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FUCK UP HAVING SEX WHEN YOU ARE WITH A GIRL AND YOU ARE BOTH LAYING IN HER BED IN OUR UNDERWEAR OR WE ARE FUCKED UP. I HATE TJIS I HATE IT.

No one to blame but myself but damn its annoying. Women are all over me but I FUCK IT UP. what is WRONG with me. A WOMAN EVEN PUT HER HANDS ON MY PENIS MULTIPLE TIMES AND I GOT NERVOUS AND MOVED HER HAND AWAY. WE WERE IN CLASS BUT WTF WTF.

Idc anymore as much. Will just keep trying. If I get a girl I get one if I dont idgaf. Need to get a grip and stop obessesing over women. They are just so beautiful and make me happy so much just by being nice.

Sometimes when I was involuntary forced into mental hospitals the nurses would look at me with sadness like they would like me if I was not a mentally ill freak. Put in the room for at risk paitents. Me laying in the hospital bed with police surrounding me while they forcefully take my blood while woman around my age are watching it all happen. Wonder what they were thinking. Our lives are polar opposites just because of how our brain works. Asked her if I was involuntary and she looked at me with a sad smile and said yes LMFAO.

Fuck everyone. People treat me so bad. I stay positive though and be nice to everyone because people who are also nice will be receptive.

I am just so HORNY. Why are woman so hot. It feels so good to be touched by them. They are so soft and smell like cookies and love. Idk how these NT guys take woman and their love for granted and treat them bad. All these normies are so lucky and they have no idea. Lucky motherfuckers got unconditional love from their parents too.

Idc idc I am a boss I don't need a woman.