>>82853612
Simply a lack of common sense and a terrible short term memort (and not a decent long term either).n I've only been able to make it this far because of my parents, but even then not all in one piece. I've been getting various pains, sometimes hospital worthy pains, for half a decade It's all from shame I suppose, shame, guilt, humiliation, and whatever else has really done a number. I'm a fraud, maybe I was suppose to die quitely when I was 12, but that didn't occur and here are the results.
Sorry for not answering directly, but I really can't pin down what exactly the problems are since they are so widespread that its impossible to pin it down. I'll see if I can turn whats left of the day around. I don't think I can change anything, but being miserable doesn't help