being emotionally vulnerable with anyone is atrocious. repulsive. putrid. disgusting. i hate feeling weak. if i tell someone too much, i can never face them ever again. even when they accept me with open arms, disgust and shame constricts me.

the only lace where i will ever talk about my feelings are online image board with no consequences where you don't know me, i don't know you, and we'll forget about this by tomorrow.