>>82868776
Maybe you're right about that. I never understood why guys got so weird over periods. Even if I wasn't into the blood, it's just a normal bodily function.
I used to have fantasies about, sort of like demonic possession but the demon was causing illness that would make me wither away and die. Basically murder suicide but with the demon thing being the murderer. Less romantic and more just weird, but I was extremely depressed back then. Lots of vampire fantasies where I'd get drained to the point of near-death too. Cuddled and bitten is a very cute depression fantasy, I only get cute fantasies when I'm feeling good.
>>82868798
Try /soc/ maybe? There's probably a subreddit for it too honestly. I have no idea how to arrange it though, I can barely manage talking to one person at a time groups are just beyond me.
>>82868804
That's a rough time to split. You're no longer in first place with that, but I think it's a lot healthier for you if you're not feeling bad after sex. Nothing wrong with a sweet relationship where you're just nice to each other.