>>82868892
You're not asking for a lot, it should be very obtainable. You should look for it sometime, it's painful to be alone for too long.
>>82868902
People do tend to be afraid or angry about anything they don't understand. That's crazy that men get mad at you for it though, I don't get that at all.
Yeah I know they're weird lol. I've always had weird fantasies I just accept it at this point. I think it's the idea of someone or something forcing their way into my life basically, a parasite is like the ultimate form of that. I'm a very guarded person, I don't let people in easily despite wanting to. Or something like that.
That makes sense, I guess my depression fantasies are usually more leaning into the depression itself than trying to preserve my life though. At least your brain is trying to keep you going. And yeah, stick around until you experience love at least.