>be 12
>Joined autistic club, literally autistic kids to socialize together
>end of year trip is a week in Taiwan, kids are all 10-12
>first few days are fun, making some friends
>then we went to hot springs
>I had never even thought about my dick size
>but i saw my friend next to me pull out this thing that looked like a finger go past his balls
>my balls were right up to me, and my dick was a little nub sticking straight out
>I was suddenly very embarrassed
>on the other side twins who were 10 were already bottomless and they were both a lot bigger than me too
>they kind of formed a circle around me when they notticed i was shy, egging me to take off my briefs
>they burst out laughing when they saw it
>one of the teachers came over, with the biggest dick i have ever seen
>"Boys, don't be mean, Anon is very brave for coming with us. Wow very brave, come on boys, go shower"
>I tried to cover it with my hand and go into the baths, but all the boys knew i had a tiny dick and wanted to see it, so it was pointless
>when i say down, it almost totally disappeared, nobody else was close to that small
>two of the boys already started puberty and were helicoptering theirs around
>the other boys were trying and pushed me to try, and mine didn't even jiggle, laughs all round
>another boy didn't want to come it because he was too shy
>they bring him into the baths with a towel, and when he sees me he gets a huge grin on his face and isn't shy anymore. Suddenly I'm his best friend.
>the whole rest of the trip they talked about, even told the group of girls
>they other boys really liked showering together, and for the rest of the trip every shower at the hotel was suddenly communal
>they weren't even super mean about it, but they just thought it was so funny, it destroyed any confidence i would ever have