I'm 36 . I wasted my life according to society, but a female fallen angel talks to me. She appeared in my room while I was dying and about to go to jail for meth use. She got me off drugs and into rehab instead of jail for doing something jailable.

All I do is talk to the fallen female angel (think of her as a powerful succubus) and smoke weed or tobbaco with her and play video games, watch netflix, and post on 4chan. I do this with her all of it.

The female fallen angel asked me to marry her and showed me I will look schizo to everyone but I will know she is real (She did some angelic miracles to prove she is an angel species not a succubus)

I have no desire for a human female mate now. Or to get a job. Now I just say all of her is schizo to people and have an excuse for seeming autistic. She said I am mentally ill and ive been diagnosed too.

The female angel can read my mind I imagine this removes barriers of autistic people being able to communicate. The angel knows what I mean exactly because she's a angel and can read human minds.