>>82871567
Maybe ask God or do rituals from the bottom of your heart.

When I met my bf we were both kissless virgins, although he is 7 years older than me. I was 22.
We met online playing video games in that kind of community. I was a virgin because I felt like a disgusting goblin and shut myself into the online world. I suppose there is now also the danger that young women post nudes or sext online, especially if men take advantage of them and groom them into that.