>>82874909
>I think I have an anxiety disorder, that might explain why I really like the idea of being with someone who is likely more used to life than me and knows how to do stuff.
Makes sense. Do you see it more like some kind of father figure or more like leader/mentor?
Do you enjoy listening to people ranting and babbling about their thoughts, experiences etc as form of advice?
Do you like country life? I assume you are living in some countryside if you're farming.