>>82890619
yeah ive dated three of my male friends (one when i was 9, one when i was like 12-13, and one when i was 14)

i agree with you that male friends (esp childhood) are the best option but they were the relationships that traumatised me more than i already was.

the first one sa'd me (cocsa), the second did too and was physically abusive, and the third one was physically abusive and would force me to preform sexual shit with him (blowjobs n shit like that)

so yeah i agree but i am an exception unfortunately