hello everyone
i'm tired :/ mentally and physically

>>82893059 (OP)
hru cat? how was your day?

>>82893662
>especially by less technical people who don't understand why things aren't working
oh so you had to fix everything by yourself? that sure is tiring
glad you made it mate :)
so what are you doing now before meeting your brother?


>>82893820
yo!
>still clean, 100 days now...
that's so nice pal! good job!

>he does not even fucking need to try, but i?
first of all i know that it hurts, i'm having a similar problem with my studying, but my way of "coping" might not be what you're seeking
it's just that i got used to it over a lot of years (yet it still annoys me) but maybe at your case we need to know what exactly is the thing that your brother is getting better at?
>better at every single thing he doe
yeah like what?
cuz of it was something that's actually difficult, it's either he is trying above his power but he doesn't show how tired he is, or he's just lucky
>disappointment
did your father literally say that you disappointed him? cuz if he didn't then you don't really know what's he's thinking of! which means the disappointment thing is only in your mind which isn't really surprising, i think almost everyone had felt like that one day. :)

>>82894212
we didn't get anything new about him ever since his last respond right?
i hope everything is okay