what do you think it means to develop a mild obsession with a girl you knew over 10 years ago and didn't even like much then? I'm not sure why I think about her all the time now. i suspect she might be dead since she had become a drug addict even then. i wonder how she's doing, but more I think I'm just regretful of the past and she's a definite article of the past to me with no current reference point.