Anonymous
10/24/2025, 8:00:44 AM
No.82899793
>>82898165
that's pretty awful i struggled with not knowing how to feel about it for a long time and i would feel a compulsion to bring it up with friends i think because i wanted them to tell me how to feel but their reactions ranged from treating it like it was something impressive like it was no different to any other teenage sexual conquest to just slack jawed akwardness or a nervous chuckle. when it did come back to my family, by way of the police, i lied to all of the nice official people saying i made it up, you know like your supposed to (according to my family) but at least then the matter was handled privately and my mom made sure i never had to be alone with him again. but it's still a struggle because like i'm utterly disgusted with the idea of my penis being involved in sex/intimacy to the point where even the idea that it might touch fbf while we're cuddling brings me to tears, i did come up with a plan to put a pillow between us in the begining and that eases my mind some but if i'm going to suck his dick and eventually want anal it's going to come up and i'll have to explain it to him why he can't touch there but i feel like it's my own version of the "shit test" guys on 4chan talk about because i want my fbf to be the kinda guy that would get angry about that sort of thing while also expecting him to get along with my family which isn't going to work while my uncles still in it if fbf knows...
i'm kinda afraid to ask if your folks don't take it seriously does that mean he's still allowed to be in the picture without any consequences/restrictions?
that's pretty awful i struggled with not knowing how to feel about it for a long time and i would feel a compulsion to bring it up with friends i think because i wanted them to tell me how to feel but their reactions ranged from treating it like it was something impressive like it was no different to any other teenage sexual conquest to just slack jawed akwardness or a nervous chuckle. when it did come back to my family, by way of the police, i lied to all of the nice official people saying i made it up, you know like your supposed to (according to my family) but at least then the matter was handled privately and my mom made sure i never had to be alone with him again. but it's still a struggle because like i'm utterly disgusted with the idea of my penis being involved in sex/intimacy to the point where even the idea that it might touch fbf while we're cuddling brings me to tears, i did come up with a plan to put a pillow between us in the begining and that eases my mind some but if i'm going to suck his dick and eventually want anal it's going to come up and i'll have to explain it to him why he can't touch there but i feel like it's my own version of the "shit test" guys on 4chan talk about because i want my fbf to be the kinda guy that would get angry about that sort of thing while also expecting him to get along with my family which isn't going to work while my uncles still in it if fbf knows...
i'm kinda afraid to ask if your folks don't take it seriously does that mean he's still allowed to be in the picture without any consequences/restrictions?