Anonymous
10/24/2025, 2:45:33 PM
No.82901817
>>82901588
>Your esoteric beliefs are irrelevant.
Nta but lets say it's all just a cope. What now? If I keep functioning in a manner that I can fundamentally understand everything about reality how can I be positive about anything? It's only ever given me pain is trying to KNOW everything. I think it's about surrendering yourself to something greater. I really am not sure how to articulate this feeling. I don't look into the stuff but I have been thinking about stuff more and more through a Christian or Catholic lens over the years because I've been too harsh on myself and others and really I've been projecting all this negativity outwards.
I'm >>82900924 and that's why I am asking these questions because you can be gay and not a monster. I've thought about it constantly in my life.
>Do x don't get Y outcome
>That isn't fair I was being reasonable or compassionate or compromising because that's what I value and follow
>I DESERVE X outcome because I was being nice
I've thought this was a good operating principle but only now do I kinda see I really and not being fair to myself so in turn I'm not fair to others. Unironically seems like a come to Jesus moment.
>Your esoteric beliefs are irrelevant.
Nta but lets say it's all just a cope. What now? If I keep functioning in a manner that I can fundamentally understand everything about reality how can I be positive about anything? It's only ever given me pain is trying to KNOW everything. I think it's about surrendering yourself to something greater. I really am not sure how to articulate this feeling. I don't look into the stuff but I have been thinking about stuff more and more through a Christian or Catholic lens over the years because I've been too harsh on myself and others and really I've been projecting all this negativity outwards.
I'm >>82900924 and that's why I am asking these questions because you can be gay and not a monster. I've thought about it constantly in my life.
>Do x don't get Y outcome
>That isn't fair I was being reasonable or compassionate or compromising because that's what I value and follow
>I DESERVE X outcome because I was being nice
I've thought this was a good operating principle but only now do I kinda see I really and not being fair to myself so in turn I'm not fair to others. Unironically seems like a come to Jesus moment.