>>82902197
You can just do things though. You have the freedom to choose to be good even if you don't obtain the good outcome and that's ok. I've only really come to this realization or frame of mind very recently but if it's a pointless cope then why not do it anyway? Why "choose" to be blackpilled. All I've ever been is blackpilled when i should have been more grateful for my situation. This isn't to excuse the cruelty of reality but making anything better I think really just starts with yourself. I hope we can all go play in the sky. My ideal of heaven would just be being a terminally online NEET right now observing reality as it unfolds with all the good and bad. If it's just over and I sleep forever that's ok too because all the pain will be gone but that doesn't sound like fun.