>>82904772
some of What these anons say are pretty good explanations.

Especially these this is how I feel on the regular.
>>82905014
>>82905076

Bro I just wanna watch stuff online and have a clone of myself that I can have sex with. I cannot compute in normie society. I'm going though it man and coming to scary realizations but it doesn't mean I want to or will or am willing to change just being an isolated NEET.

It's almost like the answer is always just pull yourself up by your bootstraps. Like I literally have to be a drain on the system to keep myself from killing myself and I really don't want to.