I am almost 40 and have zero interest in women, i get my jollys off to pron and fail to understand the need for a women as i do not desire a child at all.

Would be nice for some "affection" but really i have dealt with that my entire life so i think i can go another 30 years without until i finally die.

Not to mention from my experience when you are vulnerable around people you are closest too they can and WILL use that as a weapon to strike you with.

People are useful tools to obtain what you desire, nothing more. Do not pretend they are somehow better or worse than you, you are a monkey on a rock trying to survive and have fun, thats it.