Anonymous
10/25/2025, 7:57:08 AM
No.82909094
>>82908724
I've tried dozens of times to kill myself, shotgun barrel in mouth, safety off loaded finger on trigger. even sobbing, crying for hours trying to get my finger to move one iota and depress the trigger I was never able to. I couldn't overpower survival instrinct, free will doesn't exist.
Just be warned you might not be able to. Good luck but you may be trapped on earth for 70 more years of torture like me
I've tried dozens of times to kill myself, shotgun barrel in mouth, safety off loaded finger on trigger. even sobbing, crying for hours trying to get my finger to move one iota and depress the trigger I was never able to. I couldn't overpower survival instrinct, free will doesn't exist.
Just be warned you might not be able to. Good luck but you may be trapped on earth for 70 more years of torture like me