>>82910311
But I've already spent years as an alcoholic and drug addict. I've been sober for nine months now and I don't wanna go back to that again, it caused way too many problems for me and everyone around me. If I stay alive I just risk having to suffer through more and more years hoping it will "get better" one day but it may never will, especially considering how much I've already tried to heal and how nothing has worked so far, I've run out of options. Still, thanks for caring anon, you seem like a sweet person and I hope you and the people in your life get to have a nice life.