>>82910419
>could you share your story please
It's not too interesting, I just went through a lot of trauma since childhood with my abuser getting away with it all. I was never able to fully heal no matter how much therapy, medication, spirituality, or exercise I tried and things have only gotten worse over the years. I think part of what makes it so hard for me is my messed up neurology which makes me very sensitive and prone to experiencing emotional pain too intensely all the time. I wish I had never been tempted to take drugs to deal with my trauma, because it's only made things far worse than they could've been.