>>82912530
>I don't think I need to try meth to find out
I never knew until today that Meth and homosexsuality have such a stigmatized connection in society. I do Meth and am not gay while on it btw, quite the opposite actually, I loose all libido while under-influence and for 3 days after use.
I might have gay tendencies/fantasies watching sissy hypno while being very horny, but I cum in 2 minutes or less and loose all desire to suck cock instantly. So it never affects my life at all.
>couldn't bear to force myself any further after the first gf
Well, of course not, you're gay. Duh.
But for sure, straight dating is a mess compared to gay dating ime.