>>82912886
You can do the sip and suffer method or you can go to a doctor and get benzos. Have you withdrawn before? You are probably fast approaching the point where you shake even when you're drinking. The "tolerable" parts are about to be completely gone forever. Whatever you got into this life for, its about to disappear forever and only get worse until you stop.

>>82912913
I know this my friend I've withdrawn from alcohol and benzos multiple times, I'm 3 years sober.