Anonymous
10/25/2025, 10:38:33 PM
No.82913905
>>82913722
>we're too flawed to live that way
Dang, so it's that... I tend to be a little more hopeful, I imagine we could engineer some sort of society where that would be the norm. It just seems so much better to do work because you want to help others, rather than because you have to in order to put food on the table.
>doing nothing does not count as something to do
Daydreaming and staring off into space is not nothing! In fact you can't do nothing anyways, you're always doing something!
>try and substitute actual interactions
I swear a few months ago I would have been looking forward to this... but now it feels rather dreadful. I guess once you've been isolated for long enough, you start to want things like that. *They* won't even have to convince anyone of it, the legwork has already been done..
>but you need to that to learn
Ask me what I still remember from high school..
>my humour loves dad jokes and such
That's good that you can find enjoyment in silliness! I like dad jokes too, and puns as well.
>it's like everything has lost it's meaning and i get really really suicidal
Ouch, that sounds really horrible Anon... and yeah now that I remember how you've felt during some of the recent spikes, it makes sense you'd choose those as the worst. I hate how hard it can be to, "see clearly", so to say, when you're in one of those spikes, everything becomes colored by the anguish you're feeling and you can't even remember ever feeling any other way. I'm really glad I don't have those moments too often, nor that intensely.
>specific reason why you're ashamed
No real reason, and it's not even my life I don't think, it's more broad than that... it's me, my person as a whole. I'm ashamed of everything related to that. If I start to enjoy some thing, it becomes a shameful thing by association with me. It's pretty debilitating in social situations, because unlike anxiety it only gets worse the more you spend time around someone and as they learn more about you.
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>we're too flawed to live that way
Dang, so it's that... I tend to be a little more hopeful, I imagine we could engineer some sort of society where that would be the norm. It just seems so much better to do work because you want to help others, rather than because you have to in order to put food on the table.
>doing nothing does not count as something to do
Daydreaming and staring off into space is not nothing! In fact you can't do nothing anyways, you're always doing something!
>try and substitute actual interactions
I swear a few months ago I would have been looking forward to this... but now it feels rather dreadful. I guess once you've been isolated for long enough, you start to want things like that. *They* won't even have to convince anyone of it, the legwork has already been done..
>but you need to that to learn
Ask me what I still remember from high school..
>my humour loves dad jokes and such
That's good that you can find enjoyment in silliness! I like dad jokes too, and puns as well.
>it's like everything has lost it's meaning and i get really really suicidal
Ouch, that sounds really horrible Anon... and yeah now that I remember how you've felt during some of the recent spikes, it makes sense you'd choose those as the worst. I hate how hard it can be to, "see clearly", so to say, when you're in one of those spikes, everything becomes colored by the anguish you're feeling and you can't even remember ever feeling any other way. I'm really glad I don't have those moments too often, nor that intensely.
>specific reason why you're ashamed
No real reason, and it's not even my life I don't think, it's more broad than that... it's me, my person as a whole. I'm ashamed of everything related to that. If I start to enjoy some thing, it becomes a shameful thing by association with me. It's pretty debilitating in social situations, because unlike anxiety it only gets worse the more you spend time around someone and as they learn more about you.
Cont.