>>82913905
>better to do work because you want to help
it is better, after all it's how we've lived for millennia before things changed into what they are now.
>always doing something!
i really wish i wasn't, honestly...
>to want things like that
well yeah, our brains still need to interact with someone (or something) in order to be fulfilled, so they'll find a way eventually. and yes, they don't even need to advertise it or anything, we're already doing it to ourselves.
>still remember from high school
what do you still remember from high school??
>can't even remember ever feeling any other way
that's the worst part for me. im convinced i'll only feel that way forever and it only adds to the despair.
>a shameful thing by association
hmm, i see. must be really annoying to deal with. you're such a cool person though... i hope someday you can be proud of the things you like and who you are.
>more tinged by loneliness and isolation?
yeah kind of. i don't feel shame because i don't care about what others think of me. but i still feel like an alien since im so different from everyone else.
>Let ALL the weeds grow!!!
yeah!! everywhere there has to be green! no more ugly trimmed grass! hehe
>turned into scrap metal I imagine
that sucks. those were one of my favourite things about the old wild west honestly. what do you think of that period by the way?
>uploading it somewhere?
naw, just wanted to share it with my online friends. as a kid i did want to be a youtuber though... i kinda still do now, mostly because i think it's one of the few "jobs" that i wouldn't hate doing.
>bad at speaking?
yeah that, i didn't have anyone to practice with after all, and i was too shy to talk anyway.
>how did you get better
being a terminally online neet helped...
>incredibly cringeworthy video
heheh, that's funny. i've made many cringy videos too when i wanted to be a ytber, and they will never see the light of day ever again!
>you like migu fumos more than synthesizers
love me my migus...