>>82955489
>Are they nicer to you now?
Kinda and it's what it makes me question. as I grew older they were just like kinda uncaring but not cruel in a way which was nice and I never mind it much, my mother started being very kind to me while she was dying of cancer, that kinda changed all of the relationships with my parents and relatives in general, she died and I've wonder since, as idk how to really see her as a figure in my life exactly, during that period my dad showed interest in me I guess but like, doesn't really felt genuine and like, at that point and at this point idk it's something that can really be reciprocated. It's very weird and stuff