>>82964056
Yeah I have the same some parts are automatic now but what makes it harder is that the performance that I have to make gets harder and complexer. I can not imagine a further where I have to do this all. If life now feels intense how will it feel for me when I have to have a 40+ hour job and do it all. At some point it isnt seen as acceptable to fake it all sadly.
I relate to that but I dont mind something missing if we would have it all we would all be the same but I do dislike it when I dont feel certain things.