Real life is gritty, boring, dull. It eats away at you, slowly piece by piece, till you are an empty shell of your former self. There is no dramatics, just a slow descent into the void. My life is colorless, lifeless, weeks blend together, life feels like a aimless wander on an infinite road with an overcast sky, I have nothing, I will live a meaningless life and then die, turn into nothing.

I wish this world of ours was different, I wish I could enjoy life.