>>82977332
That's very similar to what happened to me.
I made a big move to another country, almost completely isolated from everyone and for the first time in a very long time I felt happy. Then she showed up, I felt loved for the first time in my life, had a nice six months together, and out of complete nowhere she leaves me. And to top it all off it was all online so I'm still a KHHV. I feel like she's taken my innocence and optimism, and stolen a lot of love from the next person (if there even is one). There's no way I can be vulnerable around anyone now.
But despite all that I just want her back. I feel like a heroin addict.

>>82977342
We get hooked for a reason. Don't feel too bad, anon.