>>82978078
>how much did you take
approx 300mg. i can notice the short term memory issues which cause like a doom spiral of getting nervous about it and then trying to think about what else i forget etc. etc.
>choose life
that was more a riff on trainspotting lol. but yeah it's definitely going to take some effort. My life has been at rock bottom for the past half decade due to severe mental illness which prevents me from doing anything. as a canadian citizen, when maid is legalized on march 17 2027 i will be signing up if that situation does not improve. if (most definitely when) they further delay this, i will simply overdose properly. but i will only allow myself to do so if i actually put effort into improving. only then will i actually be able to determine if my situation is truly FUBAR.