>>82982653
I'm sorry to hear that. You were able to get it somehow, and money always comes and goes.
>>82982660
>I am constantly freaked out and checking my surroundings and stuff
I do that too, that's a PTSD response by the way.
>I did absolutely let it consume me kek
As long as you're not in that mindset anymore, you've come a long way.
>I am working on balancing it out a bit so that I stop going out at 3 am to give someone a ride home from a party when I work in the morning
Is this a party you were at too, or a friend calling you for a ride? It's important to establish boundaries.
>I am almost autistically into music and visual design in movies etc.
Cool! Have you seen Bugonia? I saw it the other day and I really, really liked it.