nomi_raring
11/1/2025, 10:52:39 PM
No.82983500
>>82983434
and that was where evening kinda ended for us. He said he felt too tired and didn't want to watch a movie anymore, and i said that was fine, so we just said goodnight to each other, and he locked himself in his room and went to sleep. I was absolutely freaking out inside, i had energy for hours, so i watched some stuff alone, played some games, then at like 3 in the morning i went for a walk with headphones on, i still wasn't tired until like 7 in the morning. I had to hide in my room for the rest because mom came home at around 4:30 and was angry that i was still up, so i had to pretend to sleep but didn't really. And then i slept through the whole day.
The only thing that kinda worries me is that my brother seems kinda troubled. When i woke up i wanted to go tell him "good morning" even tho it was almost night again, and i kinda just jumped at him and kissed him, and he did kiss me back and it was nice and all, but then he just apologized to me and he said that if i feel like he took advantage of me last night, i need to tell him and that he is sorry for everything, and i was confused like what are you talking about, i loved that i enjoyed that so much, and he just said that he was happy i did and didn't hate him or think he is a creep, and i was like no wtf i love you, what is this, and he said it's nothing and that we don't have to talk about this now, and then kinda just went back to his room. He didn't really talk to me much anymore today, and now it's night again, and he already went to sleep, i don't really know what i'm gonna do now, i'm not tired at all, my sleep schedule is kinda ruined.
and that was where evening kinda ended for us. He said he felt too tired and didn't want to watch a movie anymore, and i said that was fine, so we just said goodnight to each other, and he locked himself in his room and went to sleep. I was absolutely freaking out inside, i had energy for hours, so i watched some stuff alone, played some games, then at like 3 in the morning i went for a walk with headphones on, i still wasn't tired until like 7 in the morning. I had to hide in my room for the rest because mom came home at around 4:30 and was angry that i was still up, so i had to pretend to sleep but didn't really. And then i slept through the whole day.
The only thing that kinda worries me is that my brother seems kinda troubled. When i woke up i wanted to go tell him "good morning" even tho it was almost night again, and i kinda just jumped at him and kissed him, and he did kiss me back and it was nice and all, but then he just apologized to me and he said that if i feel like he took advantage of me last night, i need to tell him and that he is sorry for everything, and i was confused like what are you talking about, i loved that i enjoyed that so much, and he just said that he was happy i did and didn't hate him or think he is a creep, and i was like no wtf i love you, what is this, and he said it's nothing and that we don't have to talk about this now, and then kinda just went back to his room. He didn't really talk to me much anymore today, and now it's night again, and he already went to sleep, i don't really know what i'm gonna do now, i'm not tired at all, my sleep schedule is kinda ruined.