>>82986268
>preferences
My only ever preference was to be loved back... but a woman could never date an ethnic manlet like me... its fine however, I've accepted my lonely fate with enough grace to not lose sleep over it. Love is not meritocratic like most things in life. The illusion of merit is a lie perpetuated to keep the inferiors motivated.

It took me 30 years to finally give up, but now that I did i made peace with such truth.