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>I do the weak ones, trams and codeine, they are addictive but not as monstrous as stronger stuff is
Yeah, that makes sense. I did 100mg tramadol once and saw the potential for abuse. But it's not as bad as Morphine or Heroin or oxys.
>if you use them to escape from situations too often, then your body starts to rely on them completely
Be careful with that then. Using drugs as an emotional crutch is a sure way to addiction
>maybe sometime you'll get the to use a dnm
Not likely, customs are strict and punishments are severe. Maybe LSD.
>I just feel like drifting away, I don't care about people about nothing at all, it's blissful but at the same time it amplifies feelings of isolation
I see. Must be nice. Interesting it brings out the feeling of isolation instead of numbing it. I wondered why you wanted irritability.
>it lack the fun of the ritual of being there. chopping up the lines in a dim light room
I see the appeal of rituals as I've had many and still do. Like messuring a dose of Meth on a scale before dumping it into a cup of water and chugging it with the iconic aftertaste.