Anonymous
11/6/2025, 12:46:53 AM
No.83026533
>>83026476
Being so much to the point of self hatred I'd say. An operating principle that I've functioned by and am trying not to only recently and is kinda irrational is
>I did good thing
>bad thing happens
>WHAT THE FUCK WHY AM I BEING TREATED SO UNFAIR
>Self hate and self harm is now the solution because I must be bad and punished
It makes sense to me to treat myself this way but I also understand it's not good.
Being so much to the point of self hatred I'd say. An operating principle that I've functioned by and am trying not to only recently and is kinda irrational is
>I did good thing
>bad thing happens
>WHAT THE FUCK WHY AM I BEING TREATED SO UNFAIR
>Self hate and self harm is now the solution because I must be bad and punished
It makes sense to me to treat myself this way but I also understand it's not good.