>>83031603
>You say you want to refrain from lying, but if you are in a relationship with a woman you dont even respect or love, than you are lying to her. Its not a relationship. She's your fuckbuddy and thats it. That in and of itself is disingenuous.

not necessarily. to be honest im not sure i even aspire to love a girl. i think loving someone is being vulnerable and weak, and i dont even want to be weak and vulnerable. i dont want to really love a girl, even if she is a perfect virgin. but i want her to love me and be in love with me. a one way street, in a sense. i dont think theres anything wrong with that, if she is happy. id tell her to her face

i think if it happens that i catch feelings for a girl, then i suppose its okay, but i dont think, nor aspire to ever catch feelings for a whore. and i know that my feelings in the past have quite quickly shriveled up when i learned about a girls dating history

its just that with a whore, she disgusts me and i dont appreciate her or care about her. id just use her for practice or to get off or whatever. but i dont even like her, nor think she really deserves to be treated with much respect