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because I don't have any consistent moral framework to which I adhere
I used to be vegetarian with the intention to go full vegan whenever I'd be able to live on my own
I did it cause I valued having a consistent moral framework and that eventually lead to being confronted with the morals of eating meat and blah blah blah you already know how it goes if you're vegan

but then a few years later I began to question why it was that I felt like I needed a consistent moral framework and eventually I came to realize that I didn't need or want one in the first place, I guess I stopped caring that much about morality, let alone having consistent moral values, and just make my choices based on arbitrary shit like how I feel at the time or how far removed I am from the harm being done, I didn't like how I was being denied certain experiences because of my moral values, I realized I valued my freedom more than consistency

I do agree that if most people were to honestly engage with the morals of eating meat, most would arrive at veganism which is why I think it makes people feel so uncomfortable and not engage with it in good faith, its a very hard thing to come to terms with and most people don't want to have to go through a serious deconstruction of something they've taken for granted for most of their lives