Anonymous
11/9/2025, 12:08:36 AM
No.83055876
>>83055872
>>83055559
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>maybe i just dont have a big enough imagination for it in general
Right, that could be it too. I dunno if it's a good thing or a bad thing you don't have a super good imagination... on the one hand, it sucks, but on the other, at least you have some reason to do things in the real world instead of just daydreaming about everything and never even trying to make things happen for real. I really wonder sometimes what the point of that is... things never feel as good when they're real anyway, and they take a lot more work than just imagining the same thing... why even bother honestly...
>it's not easy to understand honestly...
Hehe, really? That's a compliment in a way, but I doubt it's actually that hard to understand. I am a simple man... I see Tao, I happi.
>>83055559
>im glad to hear that anone!
Uuuu... I didn't expect you to encourage me on that part for some reason haha, welp I guess I'd better do the scary things then or I'll disappoint you! It does seem like pain is indeed an inextricable part of life, but I wonder what kinds of different pain are better... the pain of regret is certainly a bit different than the pain of doing something scary. I've been mostly choosing the former for years but maybe that's not the best idea... even though it doesn't feel as intensely, sharply painful as the latter, it does seem to somehow damage you at your very core.
>that's depression for you i suppose.
Mm.. yeah, it is that, isn't it. I guess I''m still pretty depressed despite being on these pills. Well, at least they gave me enough of a push to be able to get employment so they did their job, I suppose. Were you always this way as far as you can remember, thinking of everything as unimportant? I don't think I can even recall a time when it was different for me, so either I've always been mildly depressed, or this is just the kind of person I am.
>>83055559
Cont.
>maybe i just dont have a big enough imagination for it in general
Right, that could be it too. I dunno if it's a good thing or a bad thing you don't have a super good imagination... on the one hand, it sucks, but on the other, at least you have some reason to do things in the real world instead of just daydreaming about everything and never even trying to make things happen for real. I really wonder sometimes what the point of that is... things never feel as good when they're real anyway, and they take a lot more work than just imagining the same thing... why even bother honestly...
>it's not easy to understand honestly...
Hehe, really? That's a compliment in a way, but I doubt it's actually that hard to understand. I am a simple man... I see Tao, I happi.
>>83055559
>im glad to hear that anone!
Uuuu... I didn't expect you to encourage me on that part for some reason haha, welp I guess I'd better do the scary things then or I'll disappoint you! It does seem like pain is indeed an inextricable part of life, but I wonder what kinds of different pain are better... the pain of regret is certainly a bit different than the pain of doing something scary. I've been mostly choosing the former for years but maybe that's not the best idea... even though it doesn't feel as intensely, sharply painful as the latter, it does seem to somehow damage you at your very core.
>that's depression for you i suppose.
Mm.. yeah, it is that, isn't it. I guess I''m still pretty depressed despite being on these pills. Well, at least they gave me enough of a push to be able to get employment so they did their job, I suppose. Were you always this way as far as you can remember, thinking of everything as unimportant? I don't think I can even recall a time when it was different for me, so either I've always been mildly depressed, or this is just the kind of person I am.