>>83070542
I'm just so fucking tired man. Having BPD is so fucking draining, constant mood swings every 30 minutes, wrong thought and i want to kill myself, take a piss and i'm back to feeling mostly chill, and i'm not even gonna go into other shit going on in my life. The other day i cried myself to sleep over this. There is no cure, no surgery or treatment to get rid of it, to be healthy and normal again, it can only be managed, but it will always be there. It's weird to think that all this is because mom decided she didn't want kids as much as she thought and made it their problem.
>>83070985
Good luck on the exams, which subject is it if you don't mind me asking?