>>83082625
That's normies advice. I did all of that and it didn't help me. Only one year away from being a wizard.

The only thing that made me feel good in the last two weeks was a women doctor seeing me wearing a string and pounding my ass with dildos.

I'm always pretending when I'm outside. Always. When I'm in the city I feel like I'm an alien. Sometimes I get afraid and I speedwalk back to my car