>>83092673
Yeah hopefully one of them will be. I won't tell them I'm a virgin obviously. I worry that the Russian I saw thought that was a red flag.

Basically, I want to find one I can practice with. That's why my experience has been so painful. I thought the Russian one was that, and I thought she'd see me again. But if she's really not gonna see me over double messaging, then I'm lost.

I reckon I'll give it until December, then I might try one more message to her. I'll say sorry for the earlier messages, and ask respectfully for another meeting. Or is that just pointless?