>>83096128
I wonder what causes my brain to be like this, I always blame myself for things and feel like punishing myself.
I don't want to quit my job though, it was pretty hard to find one in the first place and I want to save money to finish school.
>>83096167
>It probably just has something to do with how we learned to cope.
trying to think when I started coping that way, honestly can't remember.

we're gonna make it friend, one day