Anonymous
11/14/2025, 12:11:45 AM
No.83103627
>>83103224
>there's so many things that can make my brain start to think about awful thoughts
yeah its scary how counterproductive your own head can be. I still remember the times when i cried because i was boiling water and thought of the possibilities... they don't have to permanently in your head but i don't remember what eased them
>if only i could express with words just how unrealistic that seems to me
nobody in your position can. 'everything will be better' is something normies tell you so they feel better about themselves but some actually went or are still going through through the exact same and experienced that with time it gets less miserable. Saying that there is a magic wand that you just have to will into existence that will give you everything good life is just not true but there is a real amount of comfort you can reasonably achieve. Don't listen to the first group that also pushes the touch grass meme and all the other "just do [insert self improvement meme]". Im sorry but i don't know how to write this in some real motivational way.
im so sorry i don't know what needs to happen for it to be easier despite going through the same besides that your head needs some time to calm down. Its so unsatisfying.. I have been in these threads for a bit and please believe me that you are not a lost cause but im sorry i don't know what to say to make you feel better.
If you want to cry and can then there is no reason not to. It calms your mind afterwards. i don't know im sorry.
>there's so many things that can make my brain start to think about awful thoughts
yeah its scary how counterproductive your own head can be. I still remember the times when i cried because i was boiling water and thought of the possibilities... they don't have to permanently in your head but i don't remember what eased them
>if only i could express with words just how unrealistic that seems to me
nobody in your position can. 'everything will be better' is something normies tell you so they feel better about themselves but some actually went or are still going through through the exact same and experienced that with time it gets less miserable. Saying that there is a magic wand that you just have to will into existence that will give you everything good life is just not true but there is a real amount of comfort you can reasonably achieve. Don't listen to the first group that also pushes the touch grass meme and all the other "just do [insert self improvement meme]". Im sorry but i don't know how to write this in some real motivational way.
im so sorry i don't know what needs to happen for it to be easier despite going through the same besides that your head needs some time to calm down. Its so unsatisfying.. I have been in these threads for a bit and please believe me that you are not a lost cause but im sorry i don't know what to say to make you feel better.
If you want to cry and can then there is no reason not to. It calms your mind afterwards. i don't know im sorry.