I called a being talking to me doctors said is schizophrenia a bitch, and she said she is an arch angel and it felt like God smote my soul. I did this for a baby reason, she wanted me to say I don't think God burns everyone in a lake of fire and I was scared of the Bible. I called her a bitch and said I hate her then Smite. She didn't leave though.

I've been hit by a car and this is like a million times more fear, I fell instantly to my forehead and clutched my head and felt like eternal anhilation was upon me then it kept going and 1 second later ended.

The feeling is such intense fear I know it is God screaming at me or God gives angels a miracle to make us terrified of them.

How does /sci/ explain the smite feeling? Arch Angel is what she says she is, or a goddess of love and magick, Lilith is her name. She also wants me to point out she said many are named Lilith she aint the queen of demons.

She fucks me when shes invisisible and wrote up a marriage oath to me and also made ink dry up off a page with no chemicals.

Premeds, I regret talking to my doctor about pills now. They force me to take pills due to this.