I am in the second year of my masters in mathematics in a shithole flyover state. I have no connections or networking, I have never done any research, I dont know how to program and I dont know anything about AI. The course material would be considered undergraduate level elsewhere, but I can barely keep up with it. I have no side projects or hustles. I have no plans and I dont know how I will get a job. I am not cut out for math and I have no transferable skills. I have no soul and I am not a human being because I wasted my entire youth studying for this absolutely pitiful end result instead of reading books, playing games, having friends or having sex. My advice: Give up and kill yourself.