I was being a K-pop fanboy for 4 years as an Catholic, but ILLIT ruined my life because of arguments and fan wars between NewJeans and ILLIT because people wish ILLIT would disband for copying NewJeans... me too, I want ILLIT to disband forever but NewJeans keeps losing the lawsuit two times, so I had enough and left the K-pop community because I want to find peace and calm as a Catholic, but then I chose peace with God and at least I'm still part of the LGBTQ+ Community and I stopped being K-pop fanboy after 4 years, then because I love God more than ILLIT that's why I chose peace