>dated this 18 year old for a year, then broke up with her - bit immature, never offered to pay for stuff and wasn't really ambitious, typical housewife but that shit is boring and unappealing to me
>she was and still is fully loving, we got back together after 9 months (stayed in contact)
>during those 9 months, I dated this 27 year old (my age), which I actually really enjoyed talking to and spending time with, unfortunately, she had a threesome, so dropped her
>wasn't dumb-ish like my gf
>broke it off with her because I was attached to ex
>now semi-together with my ex, but I still think about this girl I dated
>not happy in the relationship, not because she doesn't love me, but I'm just bored with her
>plus she wasn't a virgin when I met her, so I feel disgust and have no respect for her anyway, would cheat given any opportunity\

maybe if she wasn't a no-highschool no-ambition and dumb af, I would enjoy this relationship, but now I'm looking for any escape I can find

>can't actually break up with her cuz she would do anything to be with me, and I find that hard to drop knowing what the dating market looks like

its tough anons, tough
I'm only 28 but I feel like I'll never find a proper replacement for her