>>528211989
We're a wholeass quarter into this century and idiots with 0 psych knowledge still scapegoat whatever bad experience they've had in their lives to somehow twist the idea of entertaining a fetish into something shameful.

You have entire japanese magazines dedicated to your fetish, which you can enjoy harmlessly in the comfort of your home. This is not "fucking you up mentally". Literally everyone has fantasies about being back in high school and being cool and playing a good song in front of a loving audience or something. Yours is just sexual, big fucking deal. Get fucking schizophrenia and start sucking dick for crack before pretending to be forever broken you candle sniffer.